everything that burns inside
and everywhere i’ve tried to hide
everyone that’s let me down
and all the times i’ve tried to drown
all the fires that burn inside
and every solution but suicide
all the paths that lead to nothing
and every time i’ve ran from something
how i wish i were any place but here
how i wish another day could pass by without me in it
always last in line, but first to go
please promise you’ll stay, though i know you won’t
why would anyone want to look inside these eyes?
i’d rather not see out of them myself
everyone’s always going somewhere,but i’m the one who’s left behind
all these words you’ve said to me mean nothing
i wouldn’t dare to understand anyway.
hopeless in my confusion, my frustration
maybe i’m so destined to fail, in everything, anywhere
i’ve dug myself the deepest hole, so far away from everyone
miles away from any place, time passes so slowly
but it’s better then living in my former hell
better than dying in my living cell
better than just about anything anyone could ever offer me
i’m in this for myself
you’d never want me back anyway
i’m a little less than nothing to you
and anyone who wished they’ve never known me
burn all the bridges that lead to me
nothing to live for but myself
nobody who cares, but myself
there’s nobody out there who needs me anyway
all alone, everyone is so useless to me
and i’m so useless to them
every attempt turns out a failure, i end up right back where i started
all the words i’ve wanted to say to you, but nothing comes out every time
and the world grows colder, with every step i take
you’ve driven in the nails, now witness the decline