so, where am i going with all of this?
whatever i'm doing, i can't resist
no matter how much is taken from me, i have to be myself
whoever that is?
everything seems to always have its way with me
driving me down further
always hitting all the breaking points
but not making the connections i should be
i've tried so hard to remember you, that i've forgotten myself
i've tried so hard to end it, not even realizing this was just beginning
i can't let the negatives have their way with me
i have to find a way out of this myself
i need an escape, i need to live
whatever feels right at the time
whatever has to be done must be
if you're not there, i'll just help myself
time is just wasting away, can't let myself waste away with it