i despise this routine
everyday forced through this cycle
i’d rather not belong to this
they all just turn their heads away
bored and sick of trying to be like everyone
here alone i can’t even be myself
i'm placed so far below you
when it’s all of you who should sink
you all think you’re so far above me
by hammering me into the ground
with every word you say
every one of you are clones
there’s not one of you who’d want to step past my line
there’s not one of you who’d think i’d ever belong
you’ll never see who i am inside
i’ve buried that so far behind
you don’t want and never needed me
so i drift
away
i shouldn’t have been here to begin with