i need to remember, just so i can never forget
i can never forget when everything began
you brought me out of the darkness and into the light
we both saved each other
i can't imagine where i'd be if we hadn't found each other
maybe it wasn't supposed to last, but it was bound to for a while
don't say you never did, because you swore you always would
it was the closeness that ended up killing it
i could have considered your feelings more
you could have let out what was inside more
every month, slowly slipping further downhill
until it couldn't be recovered
when holding on is harder than letting go
i can't go through this any longer
i just have to let go
why can't i stop playing this over and over in my mind?
it's like a plague that just won't leave
i'm not going to let you get hurt
i just want to see you happy again
even if it isn't with me
i just want you to have what you want
i'm just sorry i don't have it right now
i'll always be here for you
if you need me
i can't see ahead
but i hope we both find what we need