it eats through the walls, waits for the fall
patiently arrives, stone as my eyes
comprised of asbestos
forever denies, an uncommon momento
my target, in eden you were a battlefield
to think only for it to be real now, know i not how
lest it be a small thing, an against-the-wall thing
i rest it for to be only a shawl thing
to think the wrong thing, to make it all thin
time from this waste, five seconds haste
speaking through this tin, fabricate for you within
i hold a place for you inside
where blood comes in shades of red
waiting for an absolution, to leave it all on the bed
it's in my head
moving in the automatic
encased in all your windows
if dead, all left erratic
for this mind, celestial static
the eye's mind left intact
for this, i wish you could come back
let me inside, break it back to how it used to be
make it go away, because i'll never hold you in these
this sullen flesh, this hollowed mess, this ugly everything
back to how it used to be, or back to how it never was
i wish you could live in my prison
i'm carved from the front line, again and again
put me in the firing line, make me one last motorcade
i'm alone, a soul left in darkness, left to decay
bodies left here, wish i was one of them
wish you were never there