When I’m so far out of the loop, it’s so much harder to get back in
I can’t belong to anything, just don’t want to open these eyes this time
Want to stay buried forever deep inside, it’s the only place I’ll ever belong
I can’t blame you for not wanting to know me, because even I don’t
You think you have it hard, I don’t have it at all
And I’m still losing it, now that I’m so far outside
I want to keep close, but everything gets further apart
And it’s like it all was never together
You’re here now, but I know that this won’t be forever
Because nothing will ever last
Wishing there was an escape, but I don’t know where I am
This will not last
If anybody should leave, it should be me
And not you, I can’t lose you now
Because then what would I have?
Where would I be?
On the outside it seems so right, but on the inside going wrong
It’s not going to last.