walking backwards down an inwards stairwell
all is inwards toward an outwards sidewalk
when life turns outwards into a sideways solution
sideways you are in this frontward pollution
outwards sidewalk in a mind speak, talks when all listens
wish it was there now in hell soon, where everything glistens
wish this was beautiful now, but only once in my mind
can’t be for all is ugly, and the rope has just been bound inside
and all has been tied
i’ve faced a forgotten past
confined with my self-confidence
dug myself out from six feet beneath
found whose face has lined the sheath
the rope is tight, tightly tied
bound around these memories
they’ve got nowhere else to go
for anywhere else i’d rather be
you are what i was, something else i’d rather see
struggle to surpass the evolution of pain
lest i be reminded of the current’s direction