i am the spectator, from outside nothing seems to matter
it’s not like it makes any difference, seeing it all from the other side
to watch the flames rise slowly surrounding, then run and hide
these days, they’re burning it all away, every glint of hope
turning us all into what we hate the most
all i need now, is to believe in your one last lie
to depart from this disguise for a sacrifice
to make it all hell, cast it all down for dead
just break it up, and force it down through my head
i only know the words you’ve never said
i refuse to live within your walls anymore
it’s so hard to believe that everything is still alive
when everyone here has been declared dead
don’t tell me who to be, don’t tell me what to see
i’m breaking up this clouded mask
maybe i’ll finally see and wake up from this dream
i’ve lived in this cage long enough to forget who i really am
pent up with this rage long enough to forget the reason why
what will it take to break me away?
you’ve led me down this path
now it’s time to destroy every trace of it behind me
maybe now i can be there for myself like you never were
maybe now i can finally live at last
i dont know what else to say besides this poem is truly wonderful. Its extremely well written and conveys lots of emotion.
i love it.
~Jeri