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not worth my time
why was it that i felt attracted to you,
yet at the same time, should have been repelled away?
as if somehow i wanted to be closer,
but really i should have been pushed further away.
why did i keep driving the knife in deeper?
why did i keep doing this to myself?
why did i think i felt something for you,
when i know that you never would?
if you're not going to answer my call,
then i'm not waiting for yours.
i shouldn't wait for you at all.
it's not even worth my time, anymore.
why couldn't i just totally forget,
and dismiss you from my mind?
it just wouldn't leave.
but at least now you know,
though i doubt i ever will.
you'll never know what you could have had.
so just keep digging your own holes,
digging yourself deeper and deeper.
i just don't care anymore.
it's not worth my time.
i'm done with it.
