why do i even bother to keep breathing?
all i do is keep repeating, every day and every word
and everything means nothing to you
i need contact, just something that i'll never find
i live everyday hidden so far away from you
and nobody bothers to even look for me
(so i collapse inside my cell)
can't change the way i am, i need you but you're not there
you're there for everyone else, but not for me
and now i'm not even there for myself
give me something worth living for, because i just can't die
make it so i can't feel this pain anymore
give me something to look forward to
maybe i'm doing this all the wrong way, but i've never seen the right
all of these anticipations never come to be, it's nothing but false hopes and lies
i need you to be there for me, but you'd rather not be
nothing in this world cares for me
(you can all function without me)