Point the finger at yourself
I’m not the only one here who should take the blame
You don’t know what it’s like, so don’t pretend you do
We’re all in hell this time, not just me, not just you
Every single day is the same as the last
The same death always comes to pass
And I lose more every time it revolves
Whittled down to almost nothing now
Just people who almost gave a damn
I’ve had about enough of it
It’s all confusion and depression
Contradictions and repression
Asking why I’ve never said anything when you haven’t either
Telling me to imagine when it’s like when you can’t either
Looking back on everything that never even happened
Trying hard to function when it doesn’t even matter
You’re all just fuel for my fire
I wish I could burn it all away
Things would be so much easier if
I could just disappear
I know deep inside
It’d be all for the better
I never cared for anything so nothing will care for me
I never tried to make this anything, now I know this will never ve
I tried to hide from everything, now nothing will come to find me
It’d just be so much easier without words
I’m doing nothing but getting in the way
I’m just a machine thart keeps repeating
And nobody ever cares to even listen
All I do is keep descending
Just leave me at the bottom, I’m better off that way
I’d like to be above, but I’d only be a burden
Just let me rot