I’ve been searching for so long.
Just take one look, that’s when it disappears.
I’ve been left here for so long.
In your space is where I’m nowhere near.
If I just walked away, how many would follow?
If I left today, would there be a tomorrow?
If I found the words, would I be able to speak them?
If I knew who I was, would I still want to be?
Why are you so far away?
Why don’t I know what to say?
Why do I keep moving forward,
When everything just pushes me back?
You leave, but I’m still right here.
I thought I was close, but I’m nowhere near.
There's nothing left, except all my remains.
No one's ever there; to me you're just forgotten names.
It was always empty, and never a part of me.
I've been here so long, but you never needed me.
Everytime I need it, it's never there.
When it's all over, I'll forget how you weren't there.