All you are is all I’ll never be
Maybe the aim is too high, but there’s nowhere else to go
Would I be better off just throwing it all away
Instead of burning out in failure?
There is no destination
The target’s out of reach
You’re all too late to save me
I’m already in too deep
It wouldn’t matter if I left now
I’m leaving no effect
And lacking all anticipation
There’s nothing left for me
This dim life shall only grow darker
All light continues to be hidden from view
It’s all led up to this great let down
I somehow wish it wasn’t true
Where do I go when I’m left with nothing?
Maybe nothing really matters, when it all comes down
You can all do without this, but it keeps going anyway
Looking back on it all, I wish it could have been a dream
(Still I couldn’t wake up from what it’s doing to me)
wish it wasn’t real, wish I couldn’t feel
all the pain I’ve wrapped myself inside
all the truth I’ve always tried to hide
I’m losing all I’ve never had
And trying to turn back what was never there
Forever locked inside this shell
And making the final exit unnoticed