you know, i don’t need your sympathy
just let me wallow in my own misery
try as you can to protect me from the outside world
but what you can’t do is protect me from myself
you feel you’re so far above me, by covering me with this dirt
little do you know that you dig yourself deeper
with every handful you dish out at me
because nothing can stop me, except the obstacles i set for myself
i’m still in the process of forgetting, all that i’ve left behind me
the earth can revolve without me, but all i want is an escape
somewhere without the dirt, a place inside my head
just because i can’t fit inside, doesn’t mean i should try to hide
just because i don’t want to be like you, doesn’t mean you should keep me from the truth
i’d rather be myself than one of you
still, if only i could find myself, i’d know who i really am inside
i’ve crawled beneath this mask to try to find it
i’m shedding this skin and i just can’t hide it
i love this poem! its so deep. as i write this i am intregued to read any other poems you may have written.
thanks for writing it xx