earth of filth (crustaceous)

this life has dug me down, deep into a hole

i’ve disconnected myself from the past, but still it looms behind me

like a burden i can never do away with

and the future is waiting, to bury me alive

to see my decline, to watch it all burn inside



there will be no escape, to what i’ve done to myself

there will be no hate, except what i already have in this hell

and every path that has ever lead anywhere, has blocked itself off

leaving me going nowhere, on this dead end street



anyone but you, or everybody but me

it fits together, but so prone to collapse

what have i done to me?

how i wish i could help you, but i can’t even help myself

this world is so fragile, it breaks in two beneath me

and i’m always falling, but never touching the ground



nothing can complete me, because none of the pieces fit

there will be no other half of me, because i’m slowly disappearing



please don’t wake me, it’s sure to break me

i am nothing without you, but i’d be even less with you

i just can’t help but to feel, that this wound will never heal

i just can’t help but to fall, and you were there before it all



and nothing can stop me, because everything is above me

as i dig a deeper hole, and put the filth back inside

all the filth i put up with, all the filth that is a part of me

all that filth that can never be replaced

because the old me is forever defaced

erased.

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