this life has dug me down, deep into a hole
i’ve disconnected myself from the past, but still it looms behind me
like a burden i can never do away with
and the future is waiting, to bury me alive
to see my decline, to watch it all burn inside
there will be no escape, to what i’ve done to myself
there will be no hate, except what i already have in this hell
and every path that has ever lead anywhere, has blocked itself off
leaving me going nowhere, on this dead end street
anyone but you, or everybody but me
it fits together, but so prone to collapse
what have i done to me?
how i wish i could help you, but i can’t even help myself
this world is so fragile, it breaks in two beneath me
and i’m always falling, but never touching the ground
nothing can complete me, because none of the pieces fit
there will be no other half of me, because i’m slowly disappearing
please don’t wake me, it’s sure to break me
i am nothing without you, but i’d be even less with you
i just can’t help but to feel, that this wound will never heal
i just can’t help but to fall, and you were there before it all
and nothing can stop me, because everything is above me
as i dig a deeper hole, and put the filth back inside
all the filth i put up with, all the filth that is a part of me
all that filth that can never be replaced
because the old me is forever defaced
erased.