Looking for something
to fill this void
Can’t reach the light
have to fill it with the dark
I’ll never find the love
had to settle for hate
Nobody reaches out to me
so slowly I disconnect myself
So slowly I dismantle all hope
You didn’t want me here to begin with
But all I wanted
was for you to be there
For there to be a way to connect
But it’ll never happen
it wasn’t meant to be
Just blind to everything
because I wasn’t meant to see
If you had one wish
I bet you’d wish me away
And if I had the same
I’d wish you’d forever stay
But wishes never come true
Seems nothing ever does when it comes to you
I’d rather escape
but I’m locked in this cage
Disconnected from everyone
Can’t make the connections anymore
I can’t function like this
nobody reaches out
Nobody wants to reach out
To such a broken machine
sinking further in these depths
and there is no end to it