someday i might have known you, or maybe someone else
one day i thought i found you, but i lost myself
because i know now, that this is where i’d like to be
but sometimes seems it’s the only place that won’t welcome me
just drown me out
i want to be behind those eyes, i’d favor your world over mine
i’d like to find myself inside, but all the doors stay locked behind
running circles and going nowhere, i’d like to be someone with a destination
how i’d like to live something called a life, i wish yesterday was just a hallucination
just drown me out
so much more than prepared, to sink in despair
more than ready to watch them leave me behind, because i’ve already left them
left myself forever missing, something i never had to begin with
i’ve hallowed out that space, of the nothing we had between us
just drown me out
i am empty, hallow inside, drifting down this ocean
these miles and miles of nothing, inside my one inch shell
i don’t want anything, never needed everything
just fill this shell up with water, and drown me out