so deep inside, everyone is an enemy
they send in more dirt to bury my bones
so far away, nobody is there for me
they shatter the glass, now it’s all so exposed
either way, i’ll face disappointment
there’s no right way to open that door
one day, there was a time i could hide from it
but i wouldn’t know what i was hiding for
you’ve buried me deep, now i can’t see the light
maybe i wasn’t fit to function, with my eyes through this mask
i can’t tear away from where you want me to be
just can’t close my eyes from what you want me to see
and even when i’m with you, i’m always alone
isolated from the living, stripped down to the bone
i’m looking in on what i should be, i can’t be for long
i wish i could be living, in a world that hasn’t gone wrong
there’s a light through the darkness, but i can’t quite see the sun
it’s all so dim to me, inside the barrel of a gun
it’s so hard to breathe, when i’m closed in so tight
in this cycle that keeps repeating, nothing’s ever right
because nothing ever changes, it always stays like before
i’ll try to go my own way, but end up back to the door
sometimes wonder how i keep moving, when i’m always standing still
somehow i knew this would happen, do what you will