turned backs by everyone
it's ripping me in pieces
leaving me there to rot
nobody ever wants this
maybe i'm not good enough
maybe i'm just nothing
same old yesterdays are spit back out
another boring routine
yet another day in isolation
you're all better off without
never reaching in the box
that i'm eternally closed in
i don't want to forget you
but you've already forgotten me
you didn't want to know me to begin with
just forget this
forget all the times i've spoke to you
forget everything we've never had
know that it's never coming back
you're all just diamonds buried in the sand
that i could never ever have
hundreds of words are better left unspoken
it just doesn't need to be
you don't want to see me
i fall apart without you
but maybe it’s better that way
sinking forever in this repression