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autumn
an endless series of problems
and a diminishing series of solutions
the ending keeps drawing so near
but maybe it's only the beginning
this endless field of hate before my eyes
once harvested might one day yield love
but these plants won't ever bloom for me
their leaves collapse, and die so slowly
there is no end to the torment i put myself through
i just can't stop wanting what i can never have
but these are the days, the dying days
death is sure to bring a new life, somewhere down the line
in these thoughts, your image is a disease
that plagues my mind and just won't leave
please don't leave me there to drown
if you only knew what this was doing to me
this distance, once seperating us apart
now brings you quite closer to me
but never having quite a notion
to know that's where you'd rather not be
for once just let this come together
understand how much it really means
for once just let it be forever
understand that it's you in my dreams
just this once see me as i really am
and not who you think
just this once see past what's wrong with me
pretend i'm not a machine
