in the negatives

nobody was there, when i needed it the most

i'm screaming inside, but no one can ever hear

it's not like it mattered, but i dreamt of somewhere else

somewhere i'd rather be, but i wake up to the same nightmare



now that i'm back at the beginning, i can never turn around

broken in this isolation, the internal has been destroyed

was there ever a moment, when these dreams weren't shattered?

was there ever a time, when i wasn't looking down on everything?



i don't want this anymore, i'd do anything to turn it back

is this what it's come down to, coming down on me

lived this life out as a joke, and not as a human

but this isn't me, it's something that'll never be revealed



i want to be one, but i'm left in the negatives

you wouldn't want to understand, even i don't

please breathe for me, because i couldn't bear to

don't be the other part of me, because it'll always equal nothing

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