nobody was there, when i needed it the most
i'm screaming inside, but no one can ever hear
it's not like it mattered, but i dreamt of somewhere else
somewhere i'd rather be, but i wake up to the same nightmare
now that i'm back at the beginning, i can never turn around
broken in this isolation, the internal has been destroyed
was there ever a moment, when these dreams weren't shattered?
was there ever a time, when i wasn't looking down on everything?
i don't want this anymore, i'd do anything to turn it back
is this what it's come down to, coming down on me
lived this life out as a joke, and not as a human
but this isn't me, it's something that'll never be revealed
i want to be one, but i'm left in the negatives
you wouldn't want to understand, even i don't
please breathe for me, because i couldn't bear to
don't be the other part of me, because it'll always equal nothing