I’ve always longed for something more
But how could I ever really believe
That we might be anything but disconnected
You’ve always left me in this same place
Left to my own devices, left to consume all the remains
These days were always wasted
It’s something you need to forget
But I’ll forever remember
I don’t think that this could ever be
Anything more, you’ve all devoured me
There’s something you need to know
But you’ll never hear it from me
There’s place I think we need to go
But you’ll always leave without me
There’s words that never came out, and never will
(A conversation in silence)
Things that never had a chance to become
Hours spent just dying without you
I could never tell you though
I’m so sick of trying
And pretending there could ever be something there
If only I was aware
There was always nothing
Why won’t you reach out to me?
Why does everyone just turn away?
Nobody could ever care for such a joke
(For such filth, for such silence)
You leave me, and here I always remain
To devour what’s left of me