fail

I’m going to drown in these failures.

There’s no reason to even try anymore.

No use, when I’m just going to fail.



I’m forever nothing, that’s what I’ll always be.

Never any room for life, when death is all I’ll see.

I'm imprisoned by what I’ve done to myself.



Nobody will care to ever let me free.

Nobody cares what it does to me.

Nobody ever out there, no one.



Pain is much better than pleasure.

I’ve never experienced the latter.

I’ll never break these chains, they’re a part of me.



I hope it takes me away this time,

So I don’t have to open my eyes.

I’ll just keep living this death they call life.



I am nothing, an endless failure

That nobody could ever care for.

Just an insect left to decay

In this hole I’ve dug for myself.



Left to rot, like a living corpse

That won’t stop breathing.

Why should I even persist on existing?



I won’t amount to anything

In the scheme of things.

I’m so dead to everyone, and everything.



I refuse to believe

Because what have any of you done for me?

Just made me into the dirt that I am.



And theres no escape.

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