bound in chains
somewhere somehow somebody roams free without restrictions
but i'm not that person and it'll never be me
because i'm trapped in my box afraid to see the light of day
i close my eyes in hopes that i wake up to a brighter day
but the light won't leak through the walls
and i hope i never wake up this time
my eyes are sealed shut just like my heart and mind
i've ruined my own name
you just don't know me, do you?
you never expected this would happen
you never dreamed your nightmare would come true
hope you see me though another light this time
you've no clue what lies on the inside
i'm just a piece of meat to you
i'm almost old enough to march down the line
and so i hide deep inside
i hope the walls cave in this time, leave me breathless
trying to crawl out of this mess i've made
i wish there wasn't a way to escape
please bring the whip down again
please bring my life out again
is there a way?
could there be some way around this?
all the obstacles of life that i’ve set
blocking my way to the other side
ten years in the future
this will just be a passing thought in my mind
i hope i forget it
i'm not normal and neither is the world
if there is a god, we'd all be in hell and not just me
so i hide deeper and deeper in my hole
this big black hole with no way out but to put the dirt back in