at a loss of one of the better things
assuredly brought out the worst in me
here i'm left at rock bottom without anything
now, i'm not even sure of what's left of me
there's been enough damage done, already
though i'm assured it's really just nothing
if i've reached a hand inside to get it cut off
to you that's had to have meant something
then it comes to be that i'm not wanted
for a fact, i'd not want this either
and so this welcome is slowly worn out
that i barely even offered to begin with
why did i get myself into this?
and when will it all end?
i'm not sure what will become as a result
and it's hard to say where i'll be after it all.
(though, it's something i really shouldn't deserve.)
i'll leave just this
for all these promises you've already broken
and all these words i've left unspoken
i'll end up shoved aside in the end
like another victim of your neglect.