searching for a kindred searching for my own searching for a love to love me in ways iv never known searching for a twilight kiss upon my moonrays bliss searching for companionship and all the things i miss searching for a breath of air upon this lonely deep blue chair searching through the rainbow from behind this shallow boy hopeing ill find someone wholl see me as better than just a white toy
Author's Notes/Comments:
i write yet again for every white woman who has been abused in interacial relationships in my life not only have other women influenced and comanded the actions of these men who did this to me, but they have had the nerve to to demand an apology for me pointing it out, and with the fact of how terribly iv been treated that gave me the sense that they didnt look at me as a woman or a person but an object who had no choice and deserved mistreatment........ladies in my life iv found that people who carry the most guilt are always the ones asking for an apology and searching for an excuse is a sighn of weakness with perfect love vivian77
