Never is there nothing when you look into my eyes
And ask me that one question which I so much despise
Thoughts race quickly through me and I strain to keep them in
Wishing wanting wondering were do I begin
I fear my feeble fumbling can not describe in sound
What my fingers on this keyboard so easily have found
I’ve held this in for far to long, I bite my tongue to much
All the things I can not say are said to you through touch
And all I want to show you are the things the world can’t see
My deepest thoughts and feelings, the greatest parts of me.
I want to dive right in but I’m afraid that I might drown
So tip toe slowly will I ‘till it all comes crashing down
I knew these days were coming, but I did not know how soon
I can’t believe I feel this way, only half way into June
But soon this warmth we’re feeling will turn to bitter cold
It’s funny how now looking back it all seemed to unfold.
Why did you have to leave me here so hopelessly alone
When all you had to do is call and I’d pick up the phone.
You’ll always hold a part of me, and I a piece of you
And even in my darkest days, just ask and I’ll come through
But after how I felt for you, and how you treated me
No if could ever turn a then into an it would be.
I sent this to her in an
I sent this to her in an e-mail. All she had to say was how awefull I was for laying the failure of our relationship on her. She did not understand that I only sent this to her as a gift. I wanted her to know what I wrote and felt about her. It wasn't meant to be a bad thing. I wish someone, anyone would write something, anything about me.