I wish I could let it fall below my pride.
Why do I hold it up? I let it go on the inside.
I keep it in because it won’t come out.
How do I know you’ll understand what I talk about?
Everything I hold slowly slips away.
It gets further gone with every word you say.
But I didn’t know then what I don’t know now,
And I would wanna spend my life learnin how,
To waist my time in this dream I’m livin in.
I wish I knew now what I didn’t know then.
I say I don’t know, but you know that’s a lie.
How can I convince my eyes not to cry?
You try to hang on to every word I say.
I try to say it soft enough to make you stay.
I say I don’t know, believe me I do,
But I don’t want this to be a part of you.
I don’t know now what I didn’t know then.
I know you’ll understand if I’d say it again.
I’m too strong to let it go. It holds me still.
I’m too weak to let it hide but I know it will.
I feel ya. This is a nice poem. I have a soft spot for the abbreviated words, like learnin'. I guess it's a southern thing.
Meagan
hey, i like this poem alot...itz pretty good, thanx for the commentz on my poemz, iv only been writeing for about a year now...oh ya and about "amy thorp""alexis huter" amy thorp iz my REAL name...alexis...itz jus a fake...i dono why...but oh well, done and over with now...great poem...keep writeing mon...lata