I Don't Know

I wish I could let it fall below my pride.

Why do I hold it up?  I let it go on the inside.

I keep it in because it won’t come out.

How do I know you’ll understand what I talk about?

Everything I hold slowly slips away.

It gets further gone with every word you say.



But I didn’t know then what I don’t know now,

And I would wanna spend my life learnin how,

To waist my time in this dream I’m livin in.

I wish I knew now what I didn’t know then.



I say I don’t know, but you know that’s a lie.

How can I convince my eyes not to cry?

You try to hang on to every word I say.

I try to say it soft enough to make you stay.

I say I don’t know, believe me I do,

But I don’t want this to be a part of you.



I don’t know now what I didn’t know then.

I know you’ll understand if I’d say it again.

I’m too strong to let it go.  It holds me still.

I’m too weak to let it hide but I know it will.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Because I always say I don't know when I really do.

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lavalady's picture

I feel ya. This is a nice poem. I have a soft spot for the abbreviated words, like learnin'. I guess it's a southern thing.

Meagan

Alexis Hunter's picture

hey, i like this poem alot...itz pretty good, thanx for the commentz on my poemz, iv only been writeing for about a year now...oh ya and about "amy thorp""alexis huter" amy thorp iz my REAL name...alexis...itz jus a fake...i dono why...but oh well, done and over with now...great poem...keep writeing mon...lata