I sit here thinking-
Thinking about that day;
The day you denied
Our relationship-
Denied we were even together.
I never thought that you,
In a sense-
Would just end a love
That was just barely
Beginning to blossom
Between you and I.
I trusted you-
Loved you so much;
And you the same of me-
Then you decided to
Tear what we had,
Apart.
When you broke up
With me that day,
I knew that
It was happening-
My heart was being torn.
I am feeling like you
Lead me on to believing
A lot of things-
Maybe even the whole relationship;
Maybe even you.
Now I am completely uncertain
If I'll ever be able
To love like that again.
You totally broke my heart-
For which I'm upset-
I loved you
And then you
Ripped my heart completely out.
Why did you hurt me
The way you did?
Did you think that
By doing so,
It would eventually
Lead me to just
Not loving you-
But actually hating you?
You were wrong,
If you indeed had
Felt and thought that.
Funny thing is,
I still love you.
Even though I'm suffering
Of a broken heart,
I still love you.