Numb(I Feel Betrayed)

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Pure Betrayal

I feel so numb, as I feel so betrayed-

Betrayed by your guilt and crime.

I'm so betrayed to the skull-

I cannot breathe-

For I'm lying in the midst of a

Dying and crying soul.

Since you betrayed me, I will

Overturn your rights into

The hands of all the Alchemists-

You have no worth in my life;

No-not anymore, not ever anymore.

I'm so numb that I feel as if

My skull took a beating-

And the pain was taken ajar.

So I guess now you shall pay-

For my soul might as well go ahead

And lay unrested for

The remainder of my crap life.

You yell and curse at me-

It is all so uncalled for.

This is when I decide to

Make my Anime fantasies for real-

Just so I can leave this life-

Leave it for another one

Full of happiness and love-

Not torment and death.

Your soul and mind-

It tortures you into all evil.

It makes me wonder if you

Really should become a Satanist.

Why would I be saying this

If it weren't true?

I've been feeling so betrayed-

Betrayed into backing

Myself into the kind

Hands of the Alchemists.

You're playing life as a game-

You as the evil person-

Me as the good person.

It's as if you're saying

To me all of my actions are worng;

I will tell you this-

I have turned myself around.

Have I been harming myself

Since I got back?

Simple answer-no.

Have I been trying to

Refrain from cursing

Since I got back?

Simple answer: yes.

Why blame me for your crap?

Why don't you own up to

Your crap when it's happened?

I hate your crappy attitude

Towards me!

I'm being sent into exile

By the likes of you....

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Okey I also wrote this poem like last week. I wrote it because my mum's been a big pain, and she's been cursing and yelling at me..Not to mention a few other things, too. She's been treating me wrongly ever since I got back from lockdown. And now...It's like she is trying to blame me fer getting out on the right note-and so she can use me fer her own crap and her excuses become sommat I did? No way, I think she's being a little overrated there. I've done nothing to hurt her, and she's trying to make me take the blame on everything. She's not leaving me alone from it either. It's driving me insane. But anyways..A good read, and fer all readers, too.

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