I feel so numb, as I feel so betrayed-
Betrayed by your guilt and crime.
I'm so betrayed to the skull-
I cannot breathe-
For I'm lying in the midst of a
Dying and crying soul.
Since you betrayed me, I will
Overturn your rights into
The hands of all the Alchemists-
You have no worth in my life;
No-not anymore, not ever anymore.
I'm so numb that I feel as if
My skull took a beating-
And the pain was taken ajar.
So I guess now you shall pay-
For my soul might as well go ahead
And lay unrested for
The remainder of my crap life.
You yell and curse at me-
It is all so uncalled for.
This is when I decide to
Make my Anime fantasies for real-
Just so I can leave this life-
Leave it for another one
Full of happiness and love-
Not torment and death.
Your soul and mind-
It tortures you into all evil.
It makes me wonder if you
Really should become a Satanist.
Why would I be saying this
If it weren't true?
I've been feeling so betrayed-
Betrayed into backing
Myself into the kind
Hands of the Alchemists.
You're playing life as a game-
You as the evil person-
Me as the good person.
It's as if you're saying
To me all of my actions are worng;
I will tell you this-
I have turned myself around.
Have I been harming myself
Since I got back?
Simple answer-no.
Have I been trying to
Refrain from cursing
Since I got back?
Simple answer: yes.
Why blame me for your crap?
Why don't you own up to
Your crap when it's happened?
I hate your crappy attitude
Towards me!
I'm being sent into exile
By the likes of you....