I hurt

Folder: 
Self Harm

Lying in the darkness I cut-

Hurting because I'm deeply numb;

Living my life as a lie,

Not caring because no one cares.

No one cares about me-

Am I so insignificant?

There must be something missing-

Is there someone missing me?

I have sacrificed so much

For other people since I got back

But I've been treated badly-

I now start to expect feeling bad-

I now expect people to treat me badly,

Why do I get treated badly?

Does this always have to happen to me?

Why does this happen to me?

Is this all just a dream?

I hurt, I bleed-

I'm in serious pain-

I'm in serious hurt-

I'm bleeding like no other.

Why does this stuff even happen

To  me?

When will it all stop?

I'm bleeding into eternity-

I'm falling forever-

Drown in you.

Why does this have to happen to me?

I've been living my life-

Now I wanna scream.

How can this happen to me?

I was doing good so long-

Now I'm dropping lower;

Dropping past my full potential,

Never wanting to care

Ever again until it meets the end.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Wrote this poem a long time ago.. Like a couple months ago, and like I was feeling really lower to the dirt and well yeh..I guess I could say that.

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