Lying in the darkness I cut-
Hurting because I'm deeply numb;
Living my life as a lie,
Not caring because no one cares.
No one cares about me-
Am I so insignificant?
There must be something missing-
Is there someone missing me?
I have sacrificed so much
For other people since I got back
But I've been treated badly-
I now start to expect feeling bad-
I now expect people to treat me badly,
Why do I get treated badly?
Does this always have to happen to me?
Why does this happen to me?
Is this all just a dream?
I hurt, I bleed-
I'm in serious pain-
I'm in serious hurt-
I'm bleeding like no other.
Why does this stuff even happen
To me?
When will it all stop?
I'm bleeding into eternity-
I'm falling forever-
Drown in you.
Why does this have to happen to me?
I've been living my life-
Now I wanna scream.
How can this happen to me?
I was doing good so long-
Now I'm dropping lower;
Dropping past my full potential,
Never wanting to care
Ever again until it meets the end.