Betrayal(you can't save me)

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Pure Betrayal

I'm sick of living life-I'm a Goth.

I want to die-you've betrayed me;

I wish my life would end-I'm suicidal-

All this because you betrayed me and left my side.

Have you no shame-you've betrayed yourself;

You betrayed the Us we used to be-

You don't see me-of course you don't.

You've spent more time betraying yourself,

And not enough with making good choices;

You've shown everyone that you're a sk8er boi,

I've noticed you're better off with her than I.

I loved you-but since you've betrayed me,

I never trusted you since the day she

Asked me what your name was;

I didn't dare tell her your last name-

Now I'm scared for her now you two are

Engaged to the other-you two do not

Match in cultural difference;

You both are sk8ers and punks, that's all

You do match the others with.

You both will soon share your last name-

And that's why I'm scared for her;

She should've asked me what your

Last name was-but she didn't.

I will never listen or date a guy ever-

I will never marry or have childred;

My childhood dream was shattered by you,

Emptied by your betrayal to me.

Now that I'm alone and going solo,

I feel like killing myself because of you-

I now have no particular reason to live;

You were the reason I lived-

I lived for you-you did love me,

But then you broke my heart to be

With her-now you're getting married.

Since you broke our promise to meet up

Someday and get married and have children,

I will never be the same again.

Since you've betrayed me, I will

Commit suicide an die in the flames of hell.

I will kill myself-you can't save me-

I'm dying on the inside and bleeding out;

Not feeling anything but your betrayal to me;

I cut my wrists way too deep,

Cutting through nerves and arteries;

I make my final plunge in darkness-

I show no salvation to my death wish.

All I show is my death course bringing\

Me into the shadows-closer to death

Than where I've been before;

I don't catch myself as I fall-

I fall to the floor and there

I take my last breath, and pass

Away to Satan and the other Goths.

Now you know that your betrayal to me

Has led to something even worse-

My death-I commited suicide

And you didn't care if I lived or not.

You couldn't save me and now I lay here,

A dead corpse-bleeding with

The betrayal you did towards me-

You now will never say goodbye to me

Or kiss my hand either.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this poem earlier this week because I was dying inside with the betrayal my ex had put upon me earlier this year. I wish that he could hear me actually saying this poem to him in that mysterious Goth gurl voice that I have. I wish he would just go off a cliff and die, because he's caused me so much pain, and of course, his gurlfriend(whom he's getting married to) can kiss my arse and hope to live on this matter. She doesn't deserve my ex. She isn't even what he likes in a gurl.

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