I'm sick of living life-I'm a Goth.
I want to die-you've betrayed me;
I wish my life would end-I'm suicidal-
All this because you betrayed me and left my side.
Have you no shame-you've betrayed yourself;
You betrayed the Us we used to be-
You don't see me-of course you don't.
You've spent more time betraying yourself,
And not enough with making good choices;
You've shown everyone that you're a sk8er boi,
I've noticed you're better off with her than I.
I loved you-but since you've betrayed me,
I never trusted you since the day she
Asked me what your name was;
I didn't dare tell her your last name-
Now I'm scared for her now you two are
Engaged to the other-you two do not
Match in cultural difference;
You both are sk8ers and punks, that's all
You do match the others with.
You both will soon share your last name-
And that's why I'm scared for her;
She should've asked me what your
Last name was-but she didn't.
I will never listen or date a guy ever-
I will never marry or have childred;
My childhood dream was shattered by you,
Emptied by your betrayal to me.
Now that I'm alone and going solo,
I feel like killing myself because of you-
I now have no particular reason to live;
You were the reason I lived-
I lived for you-you did love me,
But then you broke my heart to be
With her-now you're getting married.
Since you broke our promise to meet up
Someday and get married and have children,
I will never be the same again.
Since you've betrayed me, I will
Commit suicide an die in the flames of hell.
I will kill myself-you can't save me-
I'm dying on the inside and bleeding out;
Not feeling anything but your betrayal to me;
I cut my wrists way too deep,
Cutting through nerves and arteries;
I make my final plunge in darkness-
I show no salvation to my death wish.
All I show is my death course bringing\
Me into the shadows-closer to death
Than where I've been before;
I don't catch myself as I fall-
I fall to the floor and there
I take my last breath, and pass
Away to Satan and the other Goths.
Now you know that your betrayal to me
Has led to something even worse-
My death-I commited suicide
And you didn't care if I lived or not.
You couldn't save me and now I lay here,
A dead corpse-bleeding with
The betrayal you did towards me-
You now will never say goodbye to me
Or kiss my hand either.