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How could you do this to me-

You've betrayed me and caused so much hurt and pain;

I thought I could trust you Andrew!

But I know I can't-

Avril's right-Guys are so hard to trust.

All these times you've hurt and caused me pain-

I've tryed so hard not to cry;

I've held the tears in for so long now-

I've not let your causing me pain get me to tears

Which I made refuse to fall.

The pain and hurt you've caused me led to my depression-

What made things worse after that;

Were your long leaving periods-

Then I turned into a majour breakdown.

That's when i started it-

The cutting; taking painkillers; the suicidal attempts;

It was all there right in front of you, Andrew!

Then while you were on one of your long leavings-

That's when I decided to pour out all my depression

On the forum-My other friends didn't believe me.

They all thought it was a lie-

But yes, it was real-

The only few people that believed me

Were my best friends.

As I sit writing this,

Tears are flowing from my eyes-

I'm crying, Andrew.

Can't you see the pain you've caused me?

I was right all along-

I'm a Russian, you a Brit-

We were never meant to be;

Our backgrounds do not mix well enough together as one.

It's over I know,

The pain and hurt you've caused me

Feels like knives stabbing my heart-

As if you were helping them do so.

You've hurt me too much-

We are no longer part of the other's lives-

So leave my broken heard be.

I need to mend it on my own.