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THE FOUNTAIN OF GIVE
Now
I know 4 SURE
That this
Is no dream
cuz
Never in my wildest dreams
Dream man
U whom I believed 2 b
Never
would I have thought
that U
would back out of my life
like this
U who said
“I Love U”
U who said
“I won’t lead U in the wrong direction”
U who said
“I got U”
yet
when I have ever really needed
U 2 have me
the only way
that U have had me
is only when
U have
had me
soaking slowly
in all that is me
and
spewing words
that mean everything
2 me
I pray that
Those words weren’t
Coming from
The “demon”
Or
The “monster”
That u so characterize
Yourself as
I choose to remember U
4 who I thought U were
the 1st and last time
your hands caressed
my soft BUT
willing cold skin
cuz
U made me
FEEL
Warm all over again
My soul hot
My mind sharper
My body more open
So it is now
That I have turned
2 my logical self
where dreams and hopes
are just that
U’ve deserted me
Left me feeling
Like all I was
2 u
was all that
U could take
Y not when U can
Sip from the
fountain of give
U r a taker
And a giver
Of nothing but words
U disappoint me
Yet I have learned
2 not ignore
the many signs
I wish not 2 speak on
Cuz
It makes me
angry
That I let myself down
And
Even more angry
Cuz
I just decided that
That those signs
Were my past insecurities
Haunting me
U didn’t deserve those ghosts
But what U really didn’t deserve
Was me
I can’t deny my heart
And how it hurts
In spite of your
Spitefulness
After this moment
I’ll harbor no animosity
Towards U
U don’t know how
2 let yourself
truly be loved
I so want 2
keep U on that pedestal
and wave my magic wand
all around U
but
U threw U’r wand out
Long ago
Perhaps
I should have followed suit
I hear and feel everything
Undertones and all
Ask me
I’ll only tell U
Wouldn’t want U 2 fall from
Grace
From the place
I’ve positioned U
U started callin’ me
“BITCH”
caught me funny
off guard
even laughed cuz
I thought I knew
U were just joking
U said
“that’s Y nobody likes U”
That nobody
Was really U
we laughed out loud
I started 2 weep inside
If having the last laugh
If being the last one standing
After revenge is exacted
Makes u a real winner
I’d rather lose
So
here
I’ll pat U on the back
Stand tall
Add another notch
2 u’r belt to
your title
CHAMP
cuz
Who’s better than
U
Right now???
