U fed me with
Ro's spoons of grandeur
U let me taste
just a bit of how
delicious U could be
I was handccuffed
my wrists badly scarred
and circulation somewhat cut off
from the lack of
relationship know how
yet this little morsel
of sweetness
kindly and given without hesitation 2 me
was in actuality the key ingredient
emancipating, healing, shifting
focus from the unknown
this little dabble into
your little dish
was oh so heavenly
and how kind of U 2
give it freely
I've longed 4 someone 2 do just that
I savored the creaminess of your ways
so rich in its thickness
with my eyes shut tight
tears gently squeeze themselves
from the corners of my eyelids
praying
could it be possible
that something so pleasurable
would ever find its way 2
this scorched tongue
housed amidst a throat
so burnt
its refusal 2 swallow caused a nasty unattractive habit
2 constantly SPIT
SPIT and yeah,
just 2 b sure its all out
SPIT one more time
so that bullshit is acknowledged
just not swallowed
with the back of my right hand
in a swift right to left motion
I always brush away any traces of this
from the corners of my lips
and
smirk, acting, pretending
that I enjoyed that crap
yet U
thick with the realness
smooth with your flow
and toothache sweet
I don't even want 2 let U
ooze down my canal
4 fear that when I push back 2 swallow
there may be no more of U
I KNOW U
wouldn't be regurgitated
I KNOW I
could stomach U
DAYUM
I can c how big my belly would grow
but that's just a visual cuz
I'm so scared
2 swallow
2 push U
easily back and down
unless I'm sure
unless U promise
U'll be back 2 feed me
with the silver spoon
that I wasn't born with
that I knew nothing about
until u stood
willingly b 4 me
blind foldin' me, securin' me tight
makin' sure I wouldn't
lash out
and
swing, kick, & thrash wildly about
I parted my lips
with trust
U entered my soul
with love
DELECTABLE
and U KNEW
someone was gettin' smacked
cuz
U
with all that U R
U knew U would
taste soooo much better
than your mom's
bananaless banana puddin'