I can't feel
I tried
but
he sucked everylove
outta me
I tried 2 love him with
everything
that I am
it seems that he just
doesn't give a damn
now I know that this is just
another poem of simplicity
you couldn't imagine
maybe U can
what just happened to me
it hasn't even been an hour
maybe if I take a shower
I can wash away this pain
maybe I can rinse out this stain
he left on my heart
cuz I loved him unconditionally
and he put his hands on me
not in that sensual way
that we love to feel
but in the way we hate to deal
with
my face is swollen
my upper inner lip is slightly cut
he placed his hands on me
"What the fuck!"
I can't believe that he would
but he did
maybe cuz
he has to feel good
about going home to her
maybe he has to justify in his mind
the situation that he is in
is loving me such a sin?
I am
stunned
I should have expected this
my heart hurts
cuz
my impending bruises will
surely tell the story
of how
I gave my all
to feel
the heavy hand
of his guilt
that well you know......
why don't they leave?
they are so stupid indeed
he put his hands on me
I just refuse to believe this
has happened
to
me
I refuse
to shed one
single
tear