There Is No Justification

I can't feel

I tried

but

he sucked everylove

outta me

I tried 2 love him with

everything

that I am

it seems that he just

doesn't give a damn

now I know that this is just

another poem of simplicity

you couldn't imagine

maybe U can

what just happened to me

it hasn't even been an hour

maybe if I take a shower

I can wash away this pain

maybe I can rinse out this stain

he left on my heart

cuz I loved him unconditionally

and he put his hands on me

not in that sensual way

that we love to feel

but in the way we hate to deal

with

my face is swollen

my upper inner lip is slightly cut

he placed his hands on me

"What the fuck!"

I can't believe that he would

but he did

maybe cuz

he has to feel good

about going home to her

maybe he has to justify in his mind

the situation that he is in

is loving me such a sin?

I am

stunned

I should have expected this

my heart hurts

cuz

my impending bruises will

surely tell the story

of how

I gave my all

to feel

the heavy hand

of his guilt

that well  you know......

why don't they leave?

they are so stupid indeed

he put his hands on me

I just refuse to believe this

has happened

to

me

I refuse

to shed one

single

tear

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Written 4/30/03 No comment

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