Stuck in this eternal abyss called my mind
Searching for something I just may not find
Reaching for stars I cannot quite grab
Spiraling thoughts wrap me up in a bind.
I take a deep breath to release what I can’t see
To free myself from what I cannot flee
From the demons inside me that try to take over
With my conscience I struggle, I fight, and I plea.
This compulsion, paranoia, and obsession
Makes me look at even myself in repulsion, a recession
I get so caught up that my eyes are teary and crossed
So I take a brief moment to breathe a fresh breath in.
And just like that…
My gears get set back
to square one;
I find myself back to smiling and having fun.