The razor you've slowly sliced across my heart
has come to a halt.
My open wounds will bleed for some time
but your razor stays idle,
ready to slice again at anytime...
...that's how it WAS...
Now...
the razor has vanished.
I continue to bleed anger at myself,
I bleed hatred towards my broken soul-
But the shine of your razor
no longer holds me back
no longer blinds me into oblivion.
My wounds are wide open,
all from a chance I took way back when
my heart was already bruised...
a time when you took my heart,
cradled it,
then bruised it some more,
mended it and healed me again
then brought out that razor...
Time and patience
were obstacles to rid
your dark soul and purpose,
and finally my time has come-
I've broken free,
liberated from your chains of verbal abuse
ignorance,
chaos,
and disrespect.
The grass IS greener on the other side,
I'll just be careful not to
slice the bottoms of my feet
from the razor thin grass blades
while grazing the vast fields in pure ecstacy and relief.