How do I describe this?
OK, have you ever been around someone,
Said absolutely nothing,
and then walked away feeling like you just had the time of your life?
I mean, what do you call that?
That feeling of… euphoria?
No, that doesn’t even begin to describe it.
It’s like feeling your heart beat so fast you’re worried about popping a vein in your neck…
it’s …like an aneurysm?
No, no!
It’s like… like… ugh.
I just… I don’t know how to put this in words.
All I know is I keep reliving this moment in my head,
Every detail still vivid, still crisp,
Immortalized in my mind.
Every waking moment of my life I cling to this memory in the back of my head and I don’t even know how to describe it!
I guess that’s why I’m writing this.
In an attempt to figure out just what this feeling is.
What caused it?
How can I live it again?
Is it even possible?
-The Coward