You were not planned on like most great loves aren't.
I chose you because of your quiet nature and mysteriousness.
Blah blah blah the same old love story..
I push you down and break you to make you see what I see.
I test your limits while I test my own.
I scrape every emotion off your skin to see what remains.
It is the angriest love I have ever felt, but it is real.
My words cut deeper than any weapon.
You are left unguarded and trapped for failure.
I let you in when I am satisfied
and I am satisfied with your pain.
Then I awake to see you still there beside me.
I realize that through every heartbreak and wound you are still there.
What I mistake for ignorance is an innocent love.
I quickly hesitate at the sight of you.
Is it insanity or what they call devotion?
Your timid voice reminds me of your meaning of eternity.
Your love does not wane.. it doesn't falter..
I look back on my life's indiscretions and think I must have done something
something worth being allowed to be deserving of this LOVE..
I love you with all of my soul.
And it frightens me to the point of destroying your spirit.
I realize that you are not my enemy
You are my the piece I didn't know I was missing.
And as you forgive me I promise to show you
what reciprocation of true adoration and faithfulness is.