The spirit and passion to achieve is limited
Fear and loneliness got me trapped i can't move on
Despair and doubts in my mind i scream out loud
When will i have the courage to fight these demons inside
Scared to be myself nervous when i go outside
So i write poetry of misery trying my best to stay alive
Showed vulnerability weakness to people who i thought were friends
They used me lied to me i never heard from them again
It left me heartbroken and defensive to never trust people who pretend
Senitive with a calm demeanour shy and discrete
Isolated medicated i turn to drugs and alcohol to feel at ease
I have no one to relate to express the pain in me
They say good things happen to those who wait
I've been patient long enough as i slowly break
Father god if there's an answer i'm seeking the cry 4 help