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far from perfect..yet so close
pressured to be perfect
so from this goal
ill do anything
to try and fill this hole
if it means to starve myself
and throw up after meals
i wonder if im gettin closer
to how perfection makes you feel
getting deeper in this mental game
no matter what the goal mite cost
as long as my dream of being perfect
wont end up gettin lost
hey ~ i can relate to where your coming from when i read this ~ i once struggled with Bulemia because of my own war with "perfection" if there even is such a thing... i wanted so badly to fit everyone elses idea of beautiful... i've since recovered from my bulemia scare, and i'm appreciative everyday, i hope that you can find happiness as i have....
if you ever need someone to talk to, just send me an email...i know it can be tough to deal with the hand you've been dealt...
on a lighter note.... you expressed yourself beautifully in the poem, keep up the good work
Sarah
hay sweety!That poem was awsome!I kno how that feels sumtimes!:-/!It sux, but i kno one day me and u both r gonna b happy again...i hope at least!Love u~Marie