chaos feels my mind
my words no longer make sense to anyone but me
I don’t know what to do
no1 can help the things they're unable to see
suicidal feelings make me feel out of place
does anyone else know how I feel
my life no longer belongs to me
its almost as if with the devil I made a deal
no more persuasion
my mind is now locked
not able for it to open
wont answer the knocks
my soul says goodbye but my heart disagrees
failure is still taking over my brain
but I still see memories of happiness
and things I want to regain