many eyes have wondered my face, though myself has never been seen,
looked at by many, whos hearts will always leave,
always the attentive ear, to those who shed their tears, always promising im here.
always offering my heart on loan, a piece here and a piece there,
school lunch tables and strangers in queues,
to any kind soul my heart would never refuse.
fracture pieces of my ribcage lay scattered upon this earth, laying forgotten with any ever let into my heart,
now i dont at all need mean romantic, with family stranger or friend, my heart was always on lend.
i love so fully i give my heart to nursing your pain, if i thought it could stitch your wounds together at my own i would tear apart.
thats always been my way, pouring all my energy into helping and caring, draining from my own fountain to pour upon your cup.
giving a piece of myself im every direction, forever trying to appease, but always knowing really it would never be enough.
and those are little broken pieces, of my ribs with any one who had ever told me their stories of their dreams and their pains,
i held all their secrets and truths in my heart, for a piece of me would always care even at this day,
but those peices i gave away so easily they were meant to guard my heart,
now my own flesh is weighing down and the pain tears me apart,
my own blood my own flesh my own skin, its slowly suffocating the vital organ,
because i gave so much to every soul who asked and slowly left myself with nothing.
how can i care so much about the very people who no longer care at all.
when did i become so easy to lose? or was i neve hard to afterall...