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monster
was i born unlovable,
was i a monster from the start,
discarded from one shadow to the next
unable to fill your heart.
did i scar you so deep you had to do it back,
did i cry to much that my tears burned like acid in your brain,
did i make you speak the lashes my acid triggered in you.
did i mirror the things you never wanted to think about,
was i the reason for your anger or your doubt,
i didnt mean to be a monster,
i never meant to be unlovable.
i didnt mean to be born on cast upon you like a wicked curse.
i hoped for best and brought the worst.
im hollow because the tears have burnt what was left inside,
im dark and i am ugly and i am bare,
the love has left my veins along with all my care,
for me, for you, for anything,
now i am a monster. now there is nothing left to love,
was i like this from the start?
