I need to write to clear my head.
But I decide to get high instead.
I don't want anyone to see,
All the thoughts inside of me.
If i write them down,then they will know.
All the feelings that I don't show.
I'm scared to let them out of my head.
Sometimes I honestly wish I was dead.
Feeling like there's no "right" way to go.
I wish there was someway for me to know.
What's in store for me?
What does my future hold?
"It's okay", and "have faith" I'm told.
But how can I, when only I know me?
The other side of me, no one shall see.
So I lock up my thoughts, and push them aside.
Nobody knows I'm going out of my mind.