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Burdens
starting over,
is the hardest thing i have never done.
and its also the thing i do the most.
please, i like it here.
dont let me move again.
for i am already haunted from unfinished buisness
from lost love and lost pain.
just embrace me, hold me
keep me close,
because i am sure you will be leaving soon.
i will try and prevent this,
but i know its just setting me up for failure.
keep me safe, keep me sane.
i am not crazy,
only when i lost all that i love
do these walls try and talk to me
what would it take to persuade you to stay?
no one ever does.
i am a host.
and i attract to many parasites.
i have nothing to give.
i would give anything, and everything if i had it.
to have some type of assurance you will stay.
because, i spent my life alone,
i lost all feeling.
please resurrect my emotions.
my baggage will always be to great.
i am a burden. i know.
please, is one night too much to ask.
...to feel alive again.
