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I felt my spirit fade when i heard the police say your name.
I knew right then and there i'd never see you again.
Your voice when you'd say "Heyyyy Babyyyy" i will never again hear.
When you'd tell of vietnam days and i'd see you drop that one lonely tear.
I've been hurt many times before, but never like this.. you left me feeling alone.
Who's going to walk me down the isle on my wedding day?
Who's going be proud of me for completing college and walking accross that stage?
There are people who support me and love me but it's not quite the same, as seeing both of my parents proud with happy eyes that glaze.
It took a long time for us to finally catch up.
Now you're gone and suddenly i don't feel so grown up.
I did'nt follow in your footsteps on the pathway to life.
That was a good thing and i turned out alright.
But no matter how you were, no matter what you said...
You are still daddy and i need you back again.
To tell you how much i love you and how i always needed you around.
Even when it did'nt seem like it, my heart was homebound.
I'm empty inside daddy... what am i suppose to do?
I feel had i come to see you like i had planned i could have taken care of you and maybe you'd still be around.
I collected all of your things but you was'nt there.
I said goodbye and i love you to your empty chair.
I tried to keep a sound mind when i heard how you was robbed.
How could they do it? you were helpless daddy.. they were wrong.
I saved what i could, i did my best.
I handled the arrangements the best way that i could.
I'm still searching for answeres and truth into your resting days.
I come up empty handed, anymore i don't know what to do or say.
Somewhere between may 12th and may 29th of 2007.
I lost touch with myself and those that i love.
Do you hear me speak or visit me in my dreams?
Will you be on the other side of the gates waiting for me when i enter into heaven?
There's so many questions so many unsaid words.
No last i love you's, I never got to say goodbye.
My mind is going blank i can't continue on like this.
I need to see you just once more so i can tell you my last wish. I miss you daddy and i love you..
Please put me on heavens list.