Ugly

I hate myself for things I’ve done/ I had it all/ I was someone

I can’t escape/ I can’t outrun

The monster that I have become

 

And now I don’t even know myself anymore, I just know that

 

I’m ugly, so ugly. You don’t really want to know me

I’m cold and so lonely. This is just killing me slowly

 

I hate myself for what I’ve done/ forget the past/ try to move on

It’s easier said than done

I remind myself with each new sun

 

And now I don’t feel like myself anymore, I just feel like

 

I’m ugly, so ugly. You don’t even need to show me

I’m cold and so empty inside it’s killing me slowly

 

I’m disgusted with myself

 

I’m ugly, so ugly. You don’t really want to know me

I’m cold and so lonely. This is just killing me slowly

 

I’m cold and so empty inside, it’s killing me slowly

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