To give someone your trust is a scary thing.
But to be betrayed from that trust that was given is even worse.
But the utmost awful feeling is it happening over and, over and, over again .
Never learning, always getting hurt, always hoping, always giving, never receiving.
Till one day you break.
All that rejection, all that distrust, dishonesty; you ended up building a wall you never knew you were building.
It’s a tall wall, no one a climb it.
Not even me.
But that’s what happens when you are the rejected and you fear being rejected once again.
I rather have a wall between me and everyone else than to trust someone who I might feel is distrustworthy.
I don’t want to get hurt again, not if it means I have to put faith into something that isn’t going to last.
My wall is for my safety.
For my heart,
Mind,
And,
Soul.
BY: Marisa Chau